♥
I'm just a girl
who turned
sixteen.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Catch ya later!
I've moved!
HERE!
LOL, just when I finally sorted thorugh the background prob for firefox.
Ah well!~
♥ much loves, 11:26 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
Is it worth it?
At the end of the day, I can't help but feel like I've wasted 2 whole days..
I like to be of a help.
But..Is it worth or not?
To sacrifice sleep and studies to render help and provide company when at the end of the day, you make me feel like nothing.
Stop the obsession.
Carry on with life.
Live it and get around it.
Else, what are you gonna do?
You once empathise that I'm kinda being used.
Now you're doing the exact same things to me..
SIGH.
♥ much loves, 10:36 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
OMGWTFBBQ.
To some black guy out there.
WO JIAN NI YI CI, DENG NI YI QI.
If I can hit you, I will, but I won't dirty my hands.
You dare play around with my friend, you get it from all of us.
YOU IDIOT AH.
I think you're pathetic, disgusting and a JERK.
EEE.
AND A PERVERT.
REALLY A PERVERT.
OMYGOODNESS.
You totally suck.
Don't mess around with girls and act like you're innocent..
♥ much loves, 9:51 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
There's still you.
Yesterday was really depressed.
Then I sent out quite a long-ish email to people whom I think care enough to read.
& I'm okay today, thanks to them.
Everybody have their own problems yet they still took the time to stop and listen (read) mine.
Thanks a lot.
I realise, over the years, the avenuess for me to talk to (friends) are getting lesser and lesser.
But, I feel that it's a filtering system in a way..
Only the best out of the lot stays.
(:
& they are normally the ones who do not cause me grieve but stand faithfully by me.
:D
Thanks alot.
♥ much loves, 4:08 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
突然累了.
Don't say you're my good friend.
You WERE my good friend for 2 years.
& it was all based on assumptions and lies.
But I don't think you really meant it by saying those things either.
You have new priorities already..
♥ much loves, 8:58 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Weak.
OKAY, gonna relink people, so links will be down till don't know when..
For the past two tngs, I broke down.
Suddenly felt very weak and stressed and everything else.
& till the end, I find I can only blame myself..
Like, why wasn't I stronger?
Why did I sprained my leg?
Why didn't I hung on..
PHEESH.
& there's 4 blisters on my palms and I afraid of infections.
God, please bestow me with strength and inner motivation to go on.
Because I want to be strong.
Sometimes, I feel that I'm a jigsaw piece of my own.
With edges jutting out which just can't seem to fit anywhere.
No matter how hard I try to squeeze..
♥ much loves, 10:05 PM
Friday, May 1, 2009
I'm ranting.
SOMETIMES, I JUST SIMPLY CANNOT STAND GUYS WHO ARE SO PETTY !!
I'll wonder why is he so girly-like!
Most importantly, this particular guy is not sissy or what, he is just but a normal guy, but just petty and narrowed minded.
WHATTHEHECK.
WHY AM I SO ULTI FED UP
#1:
This guy needed me to do some stuffs (i.e I shan't say to make it too obvious..but it may be birthday cards for all you know.)
I did 2, without much obvious or evident gratitude from him though supposedly he was in charge of them..
THEN, the 3rd I did, I kept forgetting to bring.
& he got pissed with me and stopped talking to me ever since.
Then, he didn't informed or mentioned anything to me when he asked someone else to do it. ('cause I think he decided I can't be trusted anymore.)
I'm obviously fine with not doing.
IT SAVE MY TIME.
BUT can HE have some coutesy to tell me about someone else doing it?
RUDE OR WHAT.
& no respect at all.
What I simply couldn't stand was, when I did it and pass to him ON TIME, he didn't seem grateful for it.
WHEN I DIDN"T, for one ocassion, HE treated it like some event that should be rewarded with a death sentence.
HA!
In teh first place, if he can't do such stuffs, DON'T take up the role.
& till now, the current GIRL who is doing the stuffs (not me) is not properly thanked yet.
From what I know, when people mentioned this task, all credit goes to him.
FOR WHAT I wonder..
#2:
UNFORTUNATELY, HE fall into a particular project group as me.
& guess what..
WHEN SENDING EMAILS, I just found out this is what happen.
A decided to send an email and sent it to b, c, HIM, and me.
Then, HE decides to reply an email and send it to a, b and c.
BUT NOT ME.
Please tell me how crap this is.
This is DEFINITELY the LAST STRAW for me.
& guess what.
He doesn't want to talk to me?
FINE.
I GLADY REFUSE TO TALK TO HIM SOON.
How can a GUY be like this.
TOTALLY NON-SENSICAL.
I MAY BE SUFFERING FROM PMS.
THIS FACT DOES NOT REDUCE MY ANGER THOUGH IT MAY HAVE CAUSED MY IRRATIONALITY WHICH CAUSED ME TO POST THIS UNHAPPY EVENT HERE.
♥ much loves, 3:48 PM
