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I'm just a girl

who turned

sixteen.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Long Post.
Heh, well, the Sec 4 girls will be playing the NETBALL.
It's alright I guess.

Just that today I realised that there are inconsiderate and self-centered people that makes me go: "EEKS!"
Hmm, maybe it's really a priority and privilege of hers to just take away a net just because she's in the school team.
Nevermind, small thing.
I will not get angry because of all these small acts.

The world is still beautiful.
:D

There must be these acts to contrast all the beautiful things in the world, or all the pretty and wonderful things will just be taken for granted.
[:

Sometimes, I wished I was born more mild tempered.
Sometimes, I wished I was born with a better character.
Yet, somehow, I simply can't associate 'gentle' with myself.
Haha!

Had my 2.4km run today, it's quite relaxed.
:D
Hopefully they will shave of the timing due to the 'human jam' situation and I'll be under 12 minutes.
Sweet!

I find that I enjoy running nowadays, which is very good.
I don't know why I was so against running in the past.
You see, it is good for health and trains your inner soul and mind.
It builds up one's character and determination.

The disadvantage is that it causes fatigue.
Yet, you see, fatigue is my life!
It's so normal nowadays that I don't seem to feel the fatigue and lethargy.
Thank goodness I have the energy and zest to live my current lifestyle.
I'm really grateful for that.

Best of all, it is my "alone time".
As I grow older, I find that I feel the need to be alone more else I would be quite irritated.
I am quite a perfectionist at times, expecting the best of people while being the rotten self.
:/

Too serious, change of topic.
I received the new dry fit green house tee.
It may not be very ideal, but I still find it pretty.
I like that shade of green.
Light pastel green.
:D

Heh!
Basically I like all pastel shades. :D
All the milky milky colours are my favourites. ^^

Hmm, actually I don't mind people teasing or make fun of me.
Well, 9o% of the times.
It's just that at times, certain people can be so insensitive that it gets on my nerves, at the exact moment.
It's like a rush of irritation.
I don't enjoy it either.

On the bright side, I can bring joy and laughters to people.
That's not a bad thing, ain't it?
It's not everyone who has this gift of making people smile and laugh.
Not that I'm very good at it, but at least some people find me humorous, or in other words, "guai lan".
Yeapps, so basically it's okay to make fun of me.

Yet, sometimes, people cross the lines and act as if I am one who is plainly an object to bring laughter and I have no feelings.
In the first place, regarding teases, my tolerance for them is already very high.
Despite this, some people still do not know their limits.

I have my own emotions and mood swings, I am sad to admit.
So at times I will just flare up.

It's not their fault, since who will know when I'm not feeling the best of moods.
But isn't this life?
Unexpected and full of 'surprises'.
Haha.

Anyway, just to share, I hate it when I'm not close to you or on friendly terms with you and you keep on teasing me.
One or two times is fine, but constant remarks and teasing is just plain and outright rude.

So, I simply cannot stand situation like that.
Haha.

Okay, shall put an abrupt stop to this post cause I don't know what to write.

I'm used to all of you being in my life that sometimes I take all of you for granted.
Sorry.

This is especially so to my good friends and family.
Thank you for always tolerating and forgiving me.
I am not a person with a good character.
Yet, I'll try to learn to treasure and cherish all of you more.

Sorry for the angry fits and sometimes the silent treatments.
Sorry for my immaturity at times.

Thank you for everything.
Heh, and thank you for tolerating my craziness!

In case you don't know, I suffer from the "Over-Enthusiastic and Self-High Disease", also known as OESHD.
Heh!
This is a disease discovered by TohJiaLe, and will therefore be called the JiaLe's Disease, since OESHD is not a good acronym.

Anyway, this disease is contagious if you are not careful.
There is no known cure and the person will sink into it more and more.
Erratic and noisy behavior are symptoms of these disease.

Heh, craziness at work again.

Forgot what I wanted to say.
So, BYEBYE! :D

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♥ much loves, 8:19 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

A guy called ShaoWei.
Heh, I'm here to share about a guy named ShaoWei.

He likes basketball.
He is a hilarious being who never fails to make me laugh.
He's a nice guy who admits that he's a pervert.
He's someone I befriended this year, yet it's comfortable talking to him.
He's single and unavailable.

Oh, most importantly, he's a new reader of this blog.
Haha!

Lol, I hope he's satisfied with this post he asked from me.
:D

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♥ much loves, 3:29 AM


:)
First things first, I deleted all my negative views about people and band.

Hmm, it's just not good to write down negative things in black and white.
Yet, at those points in times whereby all those incidents occurred, I did felt the need to write them down and sort out my thoughts.
Now, I have to face the fact that every word I speak and write will make an impact, small or big.

To forgive and forget is the greatest gift which you could give yourself and the ones who've hurt you.
Though they may not deserve it, one should always give himself a break and just open up his heart.

The world is beautiful.
Why waste it all on one single soul who had hurt you?

To me, right now at this precise moment, life's greatest gifts are to love and cherish and to forgive and forget.
They do wonders.
:D

Friendships are hard to build yet even harder to maintain.
Yet, often, it is shattered in a blink of the eyes.
Why not be the one who takes the initiative to maintain it and to hold on tight?

With faith and love, the world will be a better place to live in.

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♥ much loves, 3:19 AM

Monday, March 24, 2008

D:
My daddy is irritated with me over my progress report.
He threw sarcastic remarks at me.

Darn.

I am not feeling okay.
Definitely not.

Yes, I am just a failure.
Are you satisfied with this answer.
I am sure you are.

Though I know you mean well, but I am still terribly hurt by your comments.

I will work hard, surely I will.
Yet my determination is wavered by your comments.

I don't feel like taking your car to school tomorrow.
All I will have is just your naggings and demoralising comments.

Every morning, never have you talked to me on other topics except results.
Before every examination or test you will just keep stressing that I have to get an A1.

I don't need the extra stress.
Thank you.

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♥ much loves, 9:26 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Thank you.
I just thought of all the great friends I have around me and am very thankful to have each and everyone of them around me.

It was so long since I truly posted something happy, not that my life was unhappy, but I always didn't felt the need to do so.
As for this post, I just hope it would serve as a reminder for me that I am very fortunate.

:D

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♥ much loves, 4:53 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Feelings
I feel blessed.
Really I do.

Yet there's just this gnawing feeling that everything's not complete.
I don't like that feeling.

I am blessed.
:D

Still trying to find my way in life and my own happy ending.
Mine and mine only.

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♥ much loves, 8:37 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Quizzes! Part 2
Once again, true things will be highlighted.
Today in orange.
My favorite colour! :D

Jealousy Test

Jealousy Level: 40%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy.
You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"


How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

Analysis:

Your future friend:
You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
(Not sure; not exactly very true, not exactly false)

Your travel plan:
In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.


Your future financial status:
You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.


The last period of your life:
You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

You are an efficient person but you always need time to think through issues before taking action. You can be a romantic one but you are too hasty making decisions in love. Generally, you are very cheerful.

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♥ much loves, 9:16 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

Quizzes!

The points highlighted in red are those that I feel that they are true.


Personality Test

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life.
You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


Love Test

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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♥ much loves, 8:01 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

:(
Grr, here I am having a cold and headache while the band is marching and practicing.
Darn.

Due to the fact that I was in the rain twice yesterday, I fell sick.
Yet again.
D:

I was looking forward to today's practice to a certain extent since WestSpring would be here today.
Moreover we will be going to HwaChong on Saturday and I really need the practice.

t.t

I will work doubly hard for the rest of the days.
I have to and I must.


I am fearing and worrying.
Please, lat me endure the practices.

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♥ much loves, 12:55 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Everything.
Due to the long period of hibernation, I sadly announce that this will be a long post.
Nah, I got better things to do.
Haha!

First up: Homework.
Sadly, I did not complete any.
:/
Today I wanted to yet NguanHan asked me to go watched WaterHorse with him and Brian.
So off I went, cancelling any hope that I will accomplish any of my homework.

It was drizzling.
:(

Then when I reach there they told me Keith would be coming too.
WaterHorse is quite good, Keith rates it 4.5/5.
For me it's only a 3.

So, homework issues.
I don't know.
:(

Next: Band.
I really feel it's time to face the reality and stop hanging on to that piece of miserable hope.
I do agree that it's just another 4-letter word like fuck, suck and shit.

Hope is good; work is better.
Let's hope everyone wakes up and stop thinking that hope itself will give us that Gold medal.

It won't.

Hoping for the uncontrollable stuffs, like every member would be in top form, there would be no accidents would be great.
Yet, looking at how the band is progressing, please, stop hoping.

Actions speaks a lot, and actions also gives results.
It's not hope and it never will be.

Do we want our Gold medal to come from hope, luck and wish?
No, I don not want that.

I want it to be solid, solid from our hardwork.

Tomorrow marks the countdown as 1 more month to go.
Lets all work and not just hope.

We will make it if we all try, as we are the BPMB.
Not just because we are hoping.

Anyway, having a positive attitude doesn't mean that I agree with what everyone is doing.
Yet, I finally do realise that those people sometimes are living in their own world so it doesn't really matter.

Oh, and stop your hypocrisy, I don't need it.
Not only do I feel that way, some others feel so too.

I don't like suck-ups.
Let's hope that history does not repeat itself.
At least this time, people are commenting that she reminds people of you, and they do not want her to be like you.

Thank goodness there is the ever-dominant you to reflect what her future may hold for her.

Thirdly: Dilemmas in life.
LULU, I shall keep to my previous choice.
That's better.
:D

Thank goodness there is LIMYIANLU to keep me company in band, or I might just die there and there.
Thank a lot my dear.
:D

Lastly: Mediacorp
It's quite fun to a certain extent and boring to a certain extent.
Lol.
GuoLiang: ZAI!
:)

It's a pity out team didn't get to the semi-finals.
Great job!

Anyway, that day, made me see your fakeness again.
Go away, leave me alone.

Had fun with Tingyan that day!
:D
Heh!

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♥ much loves, 9:58 PM

Monday, March 3, 2008

Grah...Friendster :/
It's really going to make me faint.
:(

It's so slow and nothing seems to be able to be accomplished.
I finally felt the urgent need to delete old photos and add new photos.
Yet, everything is just so lagged.

D:

Oh. I failed my English CT.
Heh!
:|

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♥ much loves, 8:59 PM

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tohjiale; 卓佳乐
22 dec' 1992
jiale22@hotmail.com

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