Saturday, May 31, 2008
Yay, new skin.
Hohohoho!Finally did a skin all by myself.
:D
ThankYou LuLuLuLu too, cause I met some problems on the way.
Heh!
(:
I'm a happy girl now.
Heh!
:D
Orange fanatic alert!
Lol.
(Apparently, orange just didn't seem to be a ideal and competible colour.
Furthermore, I like this newly-changed colour too.
:D
Fret not, I'm still hot for orange!)
What a cheerful colour.
Tralalalalala!
I will be hardworking from tomorrow onwards.
:D
A promise I make to myself.
No, promises are not meant to be broken but kept.
Heh!
So, everyone must work hard okay?
*Nods head vigourously*
Haha, mind me not.
I'm just self-entertaining.
:D
♥ much loves, 8:36 PM
It's a long road ahead.
Yes, indeed.
It is a very long journey ahead.
Let's all work hard and not lose focus.
Only 4 months left.
Only.
Let's all push and propel each other forward.
We must all reach there.
Safely and successfully.
Much loves.
♥ much loves, 12:31 PM
My old blog.
Was looking through my old blog.Ah!~
Memories.
Hahaha.
I missed blogging in chinese and I realised my Chinese was really so much better then.
Yet, the main problem is, aren't I taking my higher mother tongue O, this year and not last year?
Haha.
My favourite posts in Chinese.
:D
and
Haha, it's really quite fun to read through the archive and think of all those different kind of experiences one has been through.
Lol!
:D
I didn't mean to snap.
Yet, when you didn't even understand how sad I feel, you don't have the right to make any ridiculous comments.
I'm sorry.
I know you didn't know.
:/
If I could turn back the clock I would.
I would try to cherish everyone and every moment I spend with them.
I always think this way, yet, the actions done speaks the opposite.
Frustrated.
I'm sorry that I'm still learning and still very far from perfect.
I can only say I'm sorry.
And nothing else more.
♥ much loves, 2:29 AM
Friday, May 30, 2008
>.<
Heh, didn't go to school today.Woke up with fever and splitting headache.
:/
Then I promptly fall back into bed.
Woke again at 7 plus and sms LuLu I'm not going to school.
Woke at 1o and saw WeiLun's sms, replied and zonked out again.
Finally woke at 12 and felt more human like.
Hahaha.
Oh, and I was so embarrassed when I woke up.
Apparently I didn't know that my mommy was having tuition and I slept before my hair was completely dried.
So when I woke I put on my spectacles and promptly went to the kitchen, passing by the girl with my hair sticking out in all places.
By then it's too late to retreat back into my room to comb my hair.
Heh!
Yet, I think my fever has subsided.
But, have to go and get a mc.
Lazy!~
):
My brother just came back form Johor yesterday and is heading to Australia this evening.
So exciting!
*Envious*
Hahahahah!
And, was very much dejected that I couldn't go school today cause I wanted to see Mrs Hoe and play volleyball with Jamie and people.
D:
Yes, I'm still feeling very tired and sleepy.
Hahahaha.
):
I actually wanted to sleep at 9 yesterday then kept on using the computer till 12 plus.
D:
Anyway, I love pandas!
They never fail to remind me of my fefeikia of maple, which is actually my pet.
Hahaha, don't you guys feel that pandas appear to be fat, cuddly and friendly creatures?
Hahahahahahhaah!
♥ much loves, 2:36 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
:D
It's time to celebrate everyone.Mrs Hoe is coming back to visit us tomorrow.
Much loves!
Fortunately, there's no spread of cancer cells.
I'm so happy!
:D
I can't wait to see her.
(:
Hmm, had fever.
Haha, but wasn't quite affected by it.
Had hicuups, very affected and annoyed by it.
Lol!
I seriously hate hiccups.
Hmmm, I'm really quite sick of ISP.
Help!
TADA!
I show your the email that made my day!
:D
Yea, and that email of XinFang was not very recent.
It's something she wrote for TingYan and I regarding her birthday.
Yea, and I've never really thank her for it.
Yet, I really really really appreciate it.
(:
It'll definitely be one of those emails I'll keep for life.
:D
*Grins madly*
Heh, currently looking forward to another babe's birthday.
Less than 1 month.
Hahaha, obviously the cute XinFang and the cuter [yes, it's cuter, not a typo] JiaLe will cook up some plan to trick and surprise the birthday girl.
Am I right, TingYan?
Hahahahah.
Oh ya, i think I've damaged my heel of my right feet.
It's been quite long.
I don't know whether is it because of band because we are expected to march heels down.
There's also another incident whereby I was talking to TingYan and YanYing during one of the band competition trainings.
I was having blisters so was no wearig shoes.
Then I knocked my heel hard onto the weighing machine in the canteen.
Yea, it's been so long but it sure hurt.
When I run or apply ceratin pressure on it.
Grr.
:/
Yea, I have nothing much to rant about today.
Just that I'm very tired.
):
Oh, I have a lesbian partner.
Her name is Crystal Tay Yen Yen.
Hahahha, how low can your taste get?
Lols!
(:
♥ much loves, 6:30 PM
I'm feeling EXTRA cheerful.
HAHAHAHOHOHOHEHEHE,let me spread my happiness and cheerfulness.
Lol, actually I woke up feeling quite grouchy as I just can't seemed to feel refreshed after sleeping this feel days.
Grr.
Yet, after doing a round of blog hop to the usual blogs I read, I feel quite happy I don't know why.
Maybe because almost everyone updated and I have something to read.
I got to blog fast, have to go prepare for school.
:/
ISP seriously bores everyone.
Okay, yesterday was sort of let off early though not as early as YianLu and Patrina.
:(
Played volleyball but I kind of not in the mood of it.
Hahahahaha.
Very tired and sleepy.
Went home to have second session of tuition with HongJie.
I almost wanted to fall asleep.
Sheesh.
Yes, I was that tired and it was only about 7?
Oh yay!
I'm getting Havainas for WeiLun, YianLu and me.
Don't misunderstand, I'm not rich or what.
All thanks to Keith cause his daddy is coming back to Singapore for good.
Hence we can asked his daddy to help us buy.
Wakakaka.
I heard it's quite cheap.
(:
Smiles and laughters.
Furthermore the designs we'll get is apparently quite new.
:D
I wanted to skip ISP , but don't want to let YianLu feel too lonely and hence get jiale-sick from my absence, I PERSEVERED.
Wahaha, nonsense.
:/
Hmm, I fell asleep in class yesterday.
Hahah, took shifts with WeiLi, he slept first then I slept.
Lol!
We both think that Mrs Joseph knows but she just didn't say anything.
:/
Yet, really was quite dry yea?
Like, nervous system...too much factual information!
Hahaha, you know, not like chapter 17 which is so fun...not.
Those stuffs are getting quite boring too.
Hahahahah!
Anyway, poeple are really very weird.
To be exact, Jamie and TingYan.
When I post they don;t tag, I don't post they tag.
Maybe they're under the impression that posts and tags work shifts too?
Hahahahaha!
See, Jamie, I'm sure you're impressed, my post got your name.
Twice!
My dearest MUGGERQUEEN.
(:
Heh!
Okay, it's 6am.
Time to go and prepare for school.
Catch me in school.
(:
Hahaha, apparently I'm still quite high, so I'll probably be in my crazy mode today.
YEEHA!
♥ much loves, 5:46 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Little little things.
Yeapps, this post shall just be about random things.Not in the mood to organise my thoughts.
1. Trust.
It has to be earned. It's a long journey to earn and gain another's trust.
Yet, often, it takes only a second or two to completely break it.
Don't blame others for not trusting you, but reproach yourself for not being trustworthy.
2. Secrets.
Keep them well.
As we all grow older, we learn to keep them better.
(:
Some things are often better left unsaid.
3. Knowing your limits.
Don't overestimate yourself.
Watch your every word and movement carefully and consciously.
Don't wait until the harm is done before you apologise.
Many misunderstandings and hurtful remarks can be prevented.
4. Respect.
Similarly it is to be earned slowly, and not demanded.
Another similarity of trust and respect is that they are mutual.
5. Determination.
The soul of your brain and the engine hidden deep inside you.
Train and upgrade it constantly to ensure that you will have s smooth and thrilling ride ahead.
6. Beliefs.
They are the origins of your thoughs and what drives you on and on towards a goal.
Hence, it is important to believe that you will succeed else the mentality and attitude is already on the wrong tracks.
7. Promises.
Similar to secrets, they are meant to be kept.
It concerns your trustworthiness.
8. Love.
Bonds us to one another.
Little actions to show that you love one another is neccessary.
It's always a wondorous feeling to know that you are loved.
9. Kindness.
A little kindness from everyone makes the world go round and round.
"Pass it on."
Remember the times others are kind to you, pass it on to the next you see.
You'll never know what impact you have made on him/her.
10. Confidence.
Don't over-do/ under-do it.
11. Forgiveness.
Open-mindedness makes life easier.
Okay, finished ranting.
Heh.
ISP is so very very boring.
Regretted not staying home to slack.
Don't be selfish.
Somehow, I will think, it's just $1.50 , and this occasion really calls for it.
Be it you are sharing with friends or not, I don't know what's wrong.
Look at all the selfless acts done.
No, I'm not being judgemental on you, just the incident.
:D
Subway-ed at Bpp with YianLu, Patrina and WeeKiat.
(:
I love Subway.
The world is ailing and slowly dying off.
Have we really done ourselves in?
Cyclone, earthquake, hurricane, perhaps not the direct effect of all the pollution and harm we have done to out Mother Earth.
Yet, I can't help but think, is this a premonition?
I'm worried.
At this rate, it's no wonder that the Mayans' words will come true.
5 years down the road, humankind will be extinct.
On a brighter note, it's in times of crisis do we see all uniting to help each other tide over and walk out of the shadows.
Heart-warming as it is, I do hope all these will stop.
It's really heart-wrencing to look, no, glance, at the death toll rate.
Let's all pitch in to help.
Reach out and embrace.
Treasure and cherish each other.
(:
So, all I want to say is, I love all the people reading my blog on a regular basis.
I know yuo guys are the ones who really care about me and really put in the effort to know what I'm thinking and experiencing.
:D
Letting my troubles go, up and up and up.
Release and off the troubles float, away and away from me.
I won't miss them at all.
I believe in you.
♥ much loves, 7:49 PM
Jag a"lskar dig
I really do.Despite everything.
With everything I have, for the very first time in my life.
♥ much loves, 6:31 PM
A little incident.
My mommy told me something that sort of made me a tad happier.Well basically I give Maths tuition to HongJie while wonderful mommy gives Chinese tuition to HongJie's brother HongBin.
Well, my moomy juust asked me whether I gave a sweet to HongJie last tuition session.
I replied yes as that's something I promised him if he could pay attention.
Apparently HongBin told mommy that HongJie likes to come to tuition cause HongJie muttered something in his dreams.
It goes like this, "The sweet at the house of my tuition teacher is very nice!"
I laughed in response.
:D
Super cute and hilarious!
(:
I realised that, once I stop judging people, stop thinking that they have ulterior motives in doing something, I find life sweeter than never before.
Rather than question the sudden kindness, why not thank and appreciate it.
:D
The innocence and purity of the kids never fails to bring a smile to another's face.
Will you hold on and lead me back?
♥ much loves, 12:49 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Hmm...
Well, let's fail or do badly for the mock examinations.Hohohoho.
I don't even have my Amaths textbook with me.
:/
Nice!
Hahaha.
Okay, NP wasn't fun.
It was so packed in the libraray.
Hahaha.
Hmm, went to have dinner at Lot1.
Not much, I studied while TingYan slacked.
Hmm, I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
):
Why is going out viewed as a sin to you?
I shopped, yes, but I studied too.
Exasperation.
I don't mind being used be you.
As long as it benefits you.
:/
Craziness.
Not exactly in a beautiful currently.
:/
Where has my determination gone?
♥ much loves, 8:50 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
NP-ed and Np-ing.
Okay, pictures of Fly at NgeeAnnPolyLibrary.:D
Very long since we three took pictures together.
Fang and me hard at work unlike...ONGTINGYAN!
Hahaha, not that hard at work after all.
Hmm, will be going NP with TingYan tomorrow again.
Lol!
Study!
It's a must.
I'm too restless for my own good.
D:
Just now went to Subway at BPP to study with Eugene.
More of him studying, me trying my best to distract him and finally ending up slacking all by myself.
):
Great!
Now it's time to wish the people taking the O Level Chinese tomorrow all the best!
Go and grab your A1!
(:
Woots.
Haha, I still remember it was October30/31 when I took mine and so many terrible things happened.
Well, basically, my brother was also taking his O Level Higher Mother Tongue.
He, being an idiot, woke up late.
So my mommy has to send him straight to his school which is so not the usual practice.
Well, my mommy told me to take my time as she'll be back to send me to my school.
At 7 I went down to wait for the car.
Time passed and it's already 7.20.
I started to freak out.
The worst thing is, my mommy didn't have a handphone and I don't know whethere to wait or go to school myself.
So, I went upstairs, and saw my sister getting ready for work.
"Sis, mommy's not back, how? I have my Os!"
"God, really?!"
Then we two freaked out together and I broke into tears.
:/
Then she quickly give me 3o bucks and asked me to take a cab.
Yet, there is no cab to be seen in the vicinity.
:(
So I ran to the LRT station which is not exactly near and realise my card valur is negative.
Have to waste another minute to top up.
~!@#$%^&*()
Finally made it in time and I was still close to breaking point.
I saw XinFang, and I cry again, cause my emotions still not in check.
Then I still very confused as I didn't know where to go.
:/
Finally went up and I saw WeiLun.
Trying to tell him how scared I was and stuff.
Haha, then was like sweating like mad.
Yea, and went in to take that examination.
Sheesh, what a terrible thing.
Hahahahaha!~
So memorable.
x/
Anyway, my mommy was late cause a tree had fallen by the road causing a jam that day.
Heh!
Freaking horrible!
Lol.
I amm watching "They kiss again" now.
Nice!
(:
♥ much loves, 10:10 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
(:
Woke up late today cause I slept at 4/5 am, caused TingYan to be unable to go trrim her fringe.Sorry ya, babe.
:/
I know you won't mind.
Hahah.
:D
Hmm, met XinFang and off we go to NP.
Coolios, we didn't get lost.
(:
Kind of miss going and hanging out with them.
XinFang is very well informed of what is going on, totally-totally shocked me!
Hahahah.
^^
Hmm, interesting.
TingYan made alot of stupid mistakes today.
Hahah, shan't list them else she'll slap me.
Had dinner at Bukit Timah Food Centre.
It's been ages since I went there and I really like it there.
It may appear to be a dirty hawker centre, but it really has all out local delights.
:D
Hmm, sent TingYan to her Lion and Dragon Dance.
Haha, first time I see her in her attire.
Cool, but she kind of looked weird in it.
My mommy keep making rice dumplings.
:/ and :D
This is a craze in my family that is coming alive again.
Hahahah.
Before long, I think I'll get sick of rice dumplings.
Lol!
Hmm, I was thinking about my future.
What should I become?
I like all my subjects, all my sciences and humanities.
Yet, I can't take all.
I know that sciences are considered a better choice as the impression is that they ensure a better future.
So if I chooses science, I will have to take a humanities subject as a H1 subject.
Economics or Literature?
Literature is plain and simple love.
Yet, Economics seem fun.
Dilemma again.
:/
Then, what should be my career.
Sheesh, if I want a high-paying job, most probably I would end up having no life.
Just revolving and revolving around the office, the desk, the tasks.
:/
Yet, money is indeed an important factor of life.
)x
Argh.
This is all so confusing.
I won't show my weak side.
I am as strong as I can be.
♥ much loves, 7:06 PM
Friday, May 23, 2008
Last day of attachment at IMCB.
Heh.We were left off at 4.
(:
Will update about it next time at TingYan's request.
Hmm, FLY is studying together.
:D
Sweet!
Hmm, everyone is considering where to go and which institute or school to enter.
What about me?
I don't know where to go and what to do.
HCI,NJ or AJ.
What to do?
~!@#$%^&*()
T.T
Oh, I went ShengSiong along yesterday to buy some kiwis.
Haha, I'm so in love with kiwis!
Yummylicious.
:D
Anyway, there's like so much promotions going in there.
Therefore, anyone who has a tight budget should go thgere and shop!
Haha.
Anyway, through this programme, I made some friends, and apparently, this made me realise how ignorant the world is.
The two girl-Deborah and Anisha-are from Methodist Girls' School.
Well, we broached on the income of average monthly income.
Deborah though that it is 7ooo, while Anisha was under the notion that it is 1o-12k.
I was shocked, I meant like, totally.
It's not their fault that they come from rich backgrounds, but I'm just shocked.
:/
Heh, thank you so very much.
She must be very happy I posted about her.
(:
I HEARD THAT I MISSED A SHOW IN CLASS TODAY.
Well, apparently there were some idiots who were ignorant that the sitting arrangements were temporary and decided to kick up a fuss.
Grr, why am I absent from such a bawl.
♥ much loves, 5:51 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
(:
Thank you so much, TingYan.
You made my day.
(:
My instructor praised me today, cause I still have many embryos left in the tube.
Haha.
:D
Basically, the course is just waiting, waiting and waiting.
I waited for at least 5 hours today.
Tomorrow will be 3 hours more of waiting.
:/
At a loss.
(:
I miss everyone.
I miss talking.
I miss sharing.
I miss understanding between friends.
There's just not enough time to perfect things.
♥ much loves, 7:13 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Nothing-ness.
Well, basically today was relaxing.Cool!
Working with the embryos of Zebrafish.
Hmm, embarrassing moments in life happenend not once, but twice today.
Hahahahahaha.
I just remembered I signed up for night study so...
I have to returned to school on Thursday and Friday meaning I have to bring clothes to IMCB.
Grr.
Heh, guess only YianLu know me best.
(:
Most of the times, I just want to stand there silently, watching.
Yet, getting snubbed and ignored wasn't what I had in mind.
Neither here nor there.
:/
♥ much loves, 6:08 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
My promise.
Contentment.Contentment.
Contentment.
You shall not and will not be my top most priority.
I hope.
I will not be affected by this.
Definitely not.
Everyday is bright and sunny, with or without you.
You're just a bonus.
Just.
♥ much loves, 8:42 PM
I broke in in sweat. Hot and cold.
Phew, tuition session just ended with the P6 boy named HongJie.:/
It was quite hard to start the ball rolling as he was so restless.
Anyway, I totally forgot that there was ISP today and I rushed home frantically.
Phew, I made it.
Haha.
(:
I'm just quite scared that he doesn't understand what I'm trying to convery but just agree to what I say.
:/
Maybe I am just a gibberish-speaking girl to him.
Heh, but I know his aspiraton is to enter BPGHS.
Lol.
I will be gone from Earth for 3 whole days.
Hahahahahahahah~~
Poof, and I am gone!~
Tralalalala.
Shucks, I just realised I got a lot of things to do but I'll not be in school.
:/
Zzzzzzz.
Sir "JiaLe XiaoJie" me again.
TaoYan!~
Hahahaha.
♥ much loves, 8:13 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Disgusted.
Was blog hopping and was plainly disgusted by how certain people can just treat others like thrash.Stop thinking that you are superior.
You are not.
No matter who the target is, no matter how disgusting she appears I don't think it's very fair to just hurl insults in her face.
Moreover, I'm sure there are a million things in the world poeple can hurl back into your face.
:/
♥ much loves, 4:05 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Miseries.
Somehow, I was quite dejected over some stuffs that I don't feel like blogging.Yet, in comparison with the Myanmmar Cyclone and the Sze Chuan Earthquake, all problems seem to dim and pale.
Somehow, I feel that whatever we can do is quite limited.
Nevertheless, let's all do whatever we can to help.
If that is what you wishes, yes, I will get out of your sight.
♥ much loves, 11:03 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
(:
The best thing I have read today.Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not.
Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it.
Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away.
Oh yay, the tuition session is starting next week.
Yet, I heard that he's confused over are and perimeter.
I'm quite scared I will fail to help him.
♥ much loves, 6:15 PM
You.
Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
♥ much loves, 4:01 PM
Chasing the Dreams
Yea, let's work hard in chasing dreams and goals.
We can all do it.
Let's strive to keep our goals in our head and never lose sight of our dreams.
Be it a JC to enter, an ambition, a career to pursue.
Don't be disheartened, I believe you can do it.
If only you would try.
If only you would believe in yourself.
If only.
There's still time to relish all the 'If only's.
Will you do it?
Nothing is impossible.
Buck up and reach for the stars you yearn for.
<3
♥ much loves, 2:09 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Tired T.T
Heh, yesterday I on my computer and promptly fell asleep on my mommy's bed.Yea, so thos who were ignored by me on MSN please do not take any offense.
I was simply just too tired.
Lol.
Hoho!
I would be giving tuition to my neighbour who is a Primary 6 boy.
Yay, new income-12o bucks per month.
My 1 hour is worth 15 dollars.
(:
Hmm, today stayed in school till 9+.
Super tired though I slept for nearly 12 hours yesterday.
:/
Darn piggish.
ISP was darn boring, we were just doing worksheets.
:/
Grr.
The last session ASquare was fun, didn't regret going.
I think I will miss the tutors.
They are so very nice to us.
One of them even gave us his email and number so we can contact him when we have problems.
Super touched!
(:
After ASquare went to Starbucks to chill with Patrina.
Haha, so apparently I just reached home.
Lol.
I think we appeared to be some delinquents as we were still in our school uniforms.
:/
Everyone is not updating or closing down their blogs.
T.T
Haha, anyway, while waiting for Patrina in the afternoon, I tried to plan out what I shall do in the holidays and I realised that I do not have enough time.
I need my As and I will get them.
I am looking forward to the attachments to IMCB.
I think I can give the English Mock Examinations a miss.
(:
Woots, I will be rushing my homework tomorrow!
:D
Jiayou to me.
♥ much loves, 11:55 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Feeling Sullen.
Yea, posting a lot recently.Just don't know what to say to people recently.
I am treading on fragile grounds.
Yay! Tomorrow watching this with TingYan.
:D
Looking very forward but she don't want to watch Vegas with me.
Grr, haha.
As we grow older, we lose our innoncence to the world full of chaos.
For you despite everything.
A hug is all we need at times.
I want to go to the beach.
I feel so suffocated.
I want to swim.
I want to run.
I want to fly.
When you ask me to stop I shall.
I am no longer the one who will burst with anger and temper.
I may snap at times, but no longer do I wish to yell.
All I do is through subtle nudges.
Yes, whatever you ask me to do, I will.
Whatever it deems fit to you.
I fear some parts of me have ceased to exist.
For now, I would rather appear happy and fine, then to throw a crazy tantrum.
That to me is nothing, yet to you, it's a big thing.
Similarly, I fear, this, to you, is nothing, yet, to me is a great deal.
I no longer know what and how to react.
So, whatever you tell me to do I will.
For now, it's a stop.
Yes, I will stop.
Let's go running, and clear the head.
Clear the stress, clear the displeasure, clear the seething anger.
Tomorrow is a brand new day.
♥ much loves, 8:55 PM
D:
Cut that addiction.It's getting dangerous.
♥ much loves, 8:33 PM
Disagreement Day.
Woah, alliteration is present in my title.Haha.
Well, today woke up and just felt super tired.
Therefore I was not in the right state of mind.
Heh.
After eating breakfast I decided to snooze for 1o minutes so intended to et alarm to 645.
The alram didn't went off so I woke up with a start at 65o.
Then I had diarhhea.
):
Hah, I'm not late for school, on the dot.
After singing Majulah Singapura, we just stared into space and pretend to listen to the announcements.
Suddenly, a handphone began to ring.
(Handphone still ringing)
Me: Eh, Crystal, shui zhe yang da dan ah? [Crystal, who is so daring?]
Crystal: (stares around and hunts for source of sound)
(Handphone is still ringing)
(Looks of disbelief all written on faces of WeiLun, WeiLi, Crystal and me)
Then, suddenly, WeiLi looks at my NEW PINK PUMA BAG pointedly.
Me: (Gasps audibly and fumbles madly for handphone.)
So embarrassing!
Furthermore I was still under the notion that it is not my phone!
The ringtone is like some weird SE tune.
:/
Zzz, everyone was staring at me.
Fortunately Mr Tan didn't hear from the podium.
(:
Haha, but luckily the ringtone change else it will be that Shrek song which is so horribly loud.
Oh, in case you haven't realise, the being late and that embarassing incident all happened because i set my phone alarm to 745.
Hahahahahah!
So dumb!
Anyway, I just felt that the Mock Exams are set up to mock the students.
So lame, where got exams scheduled to be so close to each other.
:/
Grr, so irritated.
I must not get irritated by my friend, especially you, my good friend.
Peace and harmony.
Let go.
*Hypnotising oneself*
♥ much loves, 4:52 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Paramore!
Changed the song.Paramore simply rock, right WeiLi and Crystal?
Haha.
I kind of miss my MickeyMouse bag, I don't know why.
Developed feelings for it le.
Hahahahahahahahah!
♥ much loves, 9:20 PM
I feel like screaming.
Out loud.
:/
Experiencing a moodswing.
~!@#$%^&*()
Nah, just thinking and reading too much into little actions.
♥ much loves, 8:53 PM
Missing Band; Betrayal.
Went to band today.I so very much missed all the things I used to do.
Running and sweating trying to get the right things, carrying 8 chairs at one go.
Haha, the feeling is darn great.
(:
Still, I am glad to be dropping my duties yet the next few weeks will be hectic training up the next head.
:/
Haha, anyway regardless of how bad i did, shockingly my L1R5 is still cool.
Heh.
:P
Yet, I doubt my daddy is looking at L1R5...so be it.
Hmm, betrayal and backstabbings among friends.
When will all these stop?
Hurting your friends and gossiping about him behind his back.
Do you feel any better?
Furthermore, you all are good friends.
I am rendered speechless.
Let's all judge lesser.
It's hard as impressions stay, yet, perhaps, take the initiative to at least let this little gesture reach out to your friends around you.
My new principle in life: Keep your opinions to yourslef.
:D
(:
I am in awe of you.
Everything just intensifies as time goes on.
♥ much loves, 5:35 PM
The 70th post
Heh, did something foolish, yet I'm exhilerated that I did it.(:
Anything just to help you achieve your dreams.
:D
♥ much loves, 12:29 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
I will be happy and determined.
Heh, got quite a lof of results back.Wakaka, I got full marks for Amaths and Physics, yea right.
Well, 24+16 is equals to 4o.
Haha.
Oops, I forgot is 4o/8o.
Wakakaka.
I was quite dejected for like...let's say 5 minutes.
Lol, I will work real hard.
I need too.
Haha.
Actually, I did try to study for the CT2, but how can I explain to my papa and mama?
:/
Quite exasperated, seriously.
Perhaps it is great that I didn't fail on one hand, yet expectations are set to be met.
It is simply quite evident that I didn't make the mark this time.
):
Haha, on the other hand, I see no use spending the rest of the day in a foul mood.
Results are out, and there's simply nothing that I can do.
It's true that the standard of my class is high.
Well, so to be the last is not that bad, I guess.
Moreover, I pride myself being the more optimistic few in my class, so why not?
At least I'm quick at bouncing back and setting aside my feeling.
(:
There's must always be a last, so it's okay I feel.
Furthermore, it's just a number.
Haha, maybe it siginfies more to others.
(:
Whoosh, there's still the next time for me to shine.
:D
Optimism rules.
Hmm, well the thing is no longer restricted to the 5 people I meet on Earth.
So now it's 5 people on Earth and Amos.
:/
Haha.
I have to go for band tomorrow, and Wednesday.
Haha.
It's a kind of joy yet a kind of bore too.
Nevermind, I'll opt for the joyful part.
Lol.
HoHo!
I bought that Puma bag.
It ate a hole into my pocket.
):
Heh.
Haha, had this chat with TingYan.
She said it's nice being me too, since I don't have to worry if people befriend me for my looks.
Yes, I agree, so it's great as it's really easy to spot my true friends.
(;
Maybe there's some scheming girl out there who will plan to befriend me so as to set up a contrast to emphasis her beauty.
Wakaka, I'll slap her if I know.
Lol, thnking too much again.
Hilarious!~
Oh ya, was wondering aloud wy people always associate mt to pigs and boars.
TingYan said that once I mentioned it she really felt I look like the wild boar in maple.
Do I look like it?
Haha.
I wanted to go rollerbladinf yet I feel too lazy.
:/
Saddening.
Hahahahahah!
Happiness is within reach if only you would try.
(:
Take care!
<3
♥ much loves, 8:15 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
D:
NOBODY IS TAGGING.*WHINES*
Haha!
Back from lunch.
Darn full~
We went to Beauty World to eat CarrotCake and
(:
Recently I like choclates and ice cream!
Fattening stuffs, grr.
Plans cancelled, I'm not going studying.
Haha, I so going to slack.
I know I just posted saying I will work hard, I know.
Haha!
This is hilarious:
jiale (: says:
HAPPY MAMA DAY!
Highway to HELL says:
wth
Highway to HELL says:
u tell me for wad
jiale (: says:
cause you gt a mama feeling
jiale (: says:
haha!
Highway to HELL says:
zzz
I think he is irritated by me.
Hahahahahah!
I like irritating people.
(:
♥ much loves, 3:32 PM
Good Morning!
Yea, I just woke up again.Haha.
So, good morning!
(:
I like greeting others a cheerful "Good morning!", I don't know why.
:D
Later I'm going to have lunch with family to celebrate Mothers' Day hence I wake up so early.
Okay, 11am isn't very early, but it's quite early for me.
Haha.
Later going to study with Amos and his friends.
I sudeenly feel the urgent need to study.
I'm lagging behind.
Moreover, I know that I can do it since I have no difficulty in studying and understanding the facts.
Yet, I always take my IQ for granted and slack my way through.
TohJiaLe must work hard.
So, everyone must work hard cause even the slacker is wproking hard!
(:
On Friday I slept in my contacts.
Then I woke up and went Orcahrd.
So I hadmy contacts on for more than 36 hours.
Haha, so random.
Cause I see Crystal's post talking about her own contacts.
:)
Still, a very good morning to all!
♥ much loves, 11:14 AM
Orchard!
Just now I was darn irritated cause my server refuses to allow me to view blogspots.Fortunately it's fine now.
(:
Heh, today I finally reached Orcahrd at 2 plus.
:D
Bought a dress, a pencil case and chocolates for Mothers' Day.
(:
I almost wanted to buy a very very very pink Nike bag but eventually decided against it cause I like another Puma bag better.
:p
PHOTOS!~
Yea, Neoprints with LinXin, Patrina and YianLu.
:D
I like the one which have our doubles, look so crowded and happy!
xD
Took this outside the toilet.
Some girls going into the toilet said, "Ta men hen ke ai leh!", which mean to say we very cute cause we camwhoring outside toilet.
Thank you for the compliment.
Lol!
Outside toilet again.
At bus stop waiting for 7oo.
Patrina and me while waiting for the bus.
Now, for the UNGLAMS :
Give me your widest smile!
:D
Yea, finally showing you the true colour of me-the pig.
I think I smell nice, she's smelling me!
x)
This is the ultimate.
I kept doing this face during ASquare, humouring Patrina and SiYing.
There's some photos with Patrina.
I can't install Disc2Phone to my computer I don't know why so I can't transefer songs or photos.
Very saddened by this.
:/
Yesterday was too tired and I just kind of zonked out after using the computer, not even bothering to post.
Hmm, ASquare was slack as we were all very restless.
The tutors were quite entertained by us, haha.
:P
I like them a lot, and we all agreed that we will all attend next week session.
(:
I really am in the holiday mood.
Sheesh, it's time to pull myself in though.
:/
GoGoPowerJiaLe.
(This is to the tune of PowerRangers)
Haha.
I want to watch What Happen in Vegas!
Who want to watch?
Haha, actually basically I just feel like catching a movie.
Heard that this is good.
Happy Mothers' Day, my dearest mommy, you're the greatest.
:D
♥ much loves, 12:11 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
):
I just woke up.Supposedly is going to meet LuLu and Pat at 123o de. >.< Darn piggish la! :/
Oh, I dreamt that I was finding you.
Yet, I could only find your friends.
Haha!
♥ much loves, 12:28 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
D:
I am lost.Dilemmas in life, and I just can't seem to get out of them.
If only...
If only...
If only...
I need all my "if only"s to come true.
♥ much loves, 9:24 PM
:D
School is slack, don't really feel like taking back papers.The scores are all bad.
Haha, I am escaping from reality.
I will try and convinced my mama to not go the parent-teacher meeting session.
Lol!
Played volleyball again,with XinFang Elaine and Regine at first.
Then, a thank you to certain pro people willing to play with me and TingYan, cause we are amatuers.
So, thank you ChongYew and Rainer.
I think we kind of bore them.
Haha.
I think I'm making a mess out of my life.
What the hell am I doing.
What route should I take?
What will I become?
What is my purpose of studying?
I have no answers and not even a slight notion.
What am I to do?
Another question that leaves me hanging.
>.<
I am still trying to find my way.
Anyway, I like mornings of the weekdays very much.
They're like the time I always spend with LuLu.
(:
I'm not sure if these mornings are enough, but you are undeniably the one that know me best and the one who always will be there for me.
Thank you so very very much.
♥ much loves, 7:09 PM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
No more CT! (:
Walked TingYan home yesterday, and I ended up doing dumb and idiotic stuffs again.
Aye, my road to modelling...Not.
Haha, the green house tee doesn't look too nice, but I guess it's the person.
Heh!
;)
Finally, common tests are over and done with.
I wanted to accompany people go dentention yet ended up it was cancelled.
Hence, Crystal, JianWei, ChunHou and I went to Mos to have lunch.
Then we went back to school and it rained.
Lame, no life.
:/
Played volleyball awhile.
Went home with Crystal.
Aii, will miss sitting infront of her in class.
:/
I miss LimYianLu and PatrinaGohQianYing.
):
I want to go home with them tomorrow.
I miss Mrs Hoe...real bad.
D:
I am so fed up with English lessons now.
I will not be too judgemental anymore, I hope so.
(:
I will not change myself to be accepted, but i will change for the better if need be.
♥ much loves, 7:07 PM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Grr.
Apparently, I'm really so tired that I feel like going to sleep then waking up later to study.Yet, I jolly well know that if I really go to sleep now, I'll only wake up at 6am which is time for school.
Argh, frustration sets in.
♥ much loves, 9:31 PM
):
I feel very unwell and tired, very near breaking point.:/
Anyway, played volleyball again with many people.
Yea, I'm darn tired.
):
I don't like to come out of a examination room knowing full well that I have not done well, what to do.
I always claim I'll study hard yet I always slack and give myself excuses to laze around.
I will take a break, and get on the track real fast.
O level is just round the corner and I need my A1s.
Bless me.
Kind of empty, yet again.
201 with Mr Fadzly.
I know it's kind of random, but I grabbed it from his friendster.
Haha, the guys look like a bunch of little kids.
Confidence is two-way, in and out.
<3
♥ much loves, 7:37 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008
Walao, Third post in the day.
Yea, I bet you guys are like going, "When the hell is she going to be done?".Yet, I just want to say, things are fine between me and X.
I'm quite relief as it's really quite tiring to keep that way.
Hence, I went onto Msn and just said to her:
jiale (: says:
hey babe, all i want to say is we might never be friends but is it ok we don't be enemies either?
Yeapps, I stated that I want to be a more initiative person.
I'm glad I started the ball rolling.
♥ much loves, 10:45 PM
Cool Friendster!
Haha, they got this application wherby you can see all your friends in your contact list who are still not your friends.Convenience!
(:
♥ much loves, 9:55 PM
Emotional.
Yes, I'm currently feeling quite emotional, as in, filled with many different kinds of emotions.Okay, Yesterday went to JE Library to study alone again.
Aren't you proud of me?
Haha!
Yea, but I guess my brain kind of reached the saturation point as the absorption level was way low and I felt very restless.
I reached at 1015 but the tables were all filled.
I was so disappointed and exasperated that I have to sit on the floor again.
Anyway, I was planning to study Physics and Maths but apparently, Eugene was studying at the 3rd level so we had lunch together.
Then I went to snatch his O Level Chemistry topic-by-topic book and jacket as it was really super cold.
Defa came at 6, to my surprise, as I thought due to the past experience he won't want to study with me alone again as the atmosphere is very weird.
Studied till 845.
(:
You know, all along I though dogs aren't allowed in libraries, apparently I'm wrong.
Haha!
I had Prima Deli Chocalate Waffle for dinner again.
about 33% of it is Eugene's treat as he offered to help me pay 5o cents of it.
Isn't it generous of him?
Haha.
I guess I'm not going to do so well for common tests, after all, I didn't put in too much effort too.
):
Anyway, stayed in school to study alone today even though TingYan said she will accompany me.
Not her fault, cause she wanted to eat KFC and I sort of encouraged her too.
Haha.
Then, I went to play volleyball, yet again.
I really couldn't absorb anything, I swear.
I don't know why.
):
Then went to BPP with Josephine, Crystal, Derrick, ChunHou and JianWei.
It was nice talking to them.
Haha.
(:
Everything will stay inside the rectangle.
;)
Yeapps, then I kind of became aware that there's some kind of nonsense circulating as to why XinFang, TingYan and I drifted apart.
It's definitely not because any of us prioritising others over each other okay.
Even if we are not as close as we used to be we are friends that will stay.
I am very certain.
So, whoever who spread this stupid piece of information please stop your ridiculous spectaculation.
You are not us, hence you most definitely will not know what is going on.
FLY forever yea?
Sorry, I don't have recent photograph of the three of us as I just changed my computer.
(:
Lalala.
I kind of feel empty now.
I don't know why.
Things will brighten up.
The mention of the rough patches of my life shouldn't bring unhappiness to me.
I should be happy that I overcame them, but I can't help feeling nolstalgic.
Things will get better.
(:
The start of today was great, with you around.
♥ much loves, 9:14 PM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
D:
Yesterday I planned to sleep early so I can wake up early to go to the library early.):
Yet, WeiLi came online and we talked till 1am.
Haha, expected, I woke up late.
Shall go and eat my breakfast.
Zzz, I am very sleepy.
♥ much loves, 8:24 AM
THE word.
Talked to WeiLi and I really like this word.Cherish
Will you do it?
♥ much loves, 12:38 AM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Everything under the Great Blue Sky
Taken from YianLu:那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……
可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。
一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”
天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。
幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。
轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。
蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。
這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。
第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。
上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。
上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”
有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖
The power of love!
:D
Will a dragonfly have its very own dragonfly?
:/
It's time for us all to concentrate on our studies, but sometimes I just can't control myself.
My eyes can't help but stray to you whenever you are around.
I bet YianLu know this contradictory feeling.
Haha!
But, NO!
I must concentrate and focus.
Haha!
But, NO!
I bet I'll just continue.
Lol.
The matters oh heart will never be something that the brain can control.
(:
I am so proud of myself today.
I went to study at the Jurong Library all by myself.
Moreover, lonliness has always been an all time fear of mine, I don't know why.
Perhaps due to the numerous thing that happened in the secondary years, but I am always extremely scared that one day, everybody will just up and go, leaving me standing all by myself.
It's just a personal sense of insecurity with regards to friends.
Haha.
Not that I don't have faith in my friends, just in myself.
Yeapps, so upon reaching the library I felt so uneasy.
:/
Furthermore it's so packed that I can't find anywhere to study.
):
So I just sat on the floor without a table aand study till my back ached.
Finally, at 5 there's a free table!
I rushed for it cause can see that there were two other girl who wanted it too.
Then, being kind I told them I'm alone and they are welcome to share.
So, it's really fortunate as I doubt they'll offer to share it with me if they reached there first.
Not implying that they are mean, but little people will take the initiative.
Haha.
Then I finally settled into the idea of studying alone.
It's not that bad afterall.
Haha!
So I'll be studying alone again!~
Just to emphasise, I'm very proud of ownself today, and I don't care if you think I'm being ridiculous or what.
Haha, it's just a personal sense of satisfaction.
Heh!~
With regards to the person who left a comment to ask what's asquare, it's the remedial programme the school had organies for the weaker students.
Every Friday 6-9pm, though I didn't go yesterday.
>.<
Oh, I bought a bag today to be the transition bag.
As my current bag has degraded to the state of extreme-horribly-looking hence went to buy a bag to be the in-between till another bag catches my eye.
Haha!
It's damn childish, but who cares, actually.
(:
After common tests I will:
1. Go shoping with Patrina and YianLu
2. Go out with Vera
3. Hang out with Jamie and Joyce
4. Buy a bag
5. Buy a pencil box
6. Buy a jacket
7. Chill~
8. Clean up my room.
9. Help with housework EVERY week.
10. Help with band; settle logistics.
11. Play volleyball.
12. Organise my blog.
13. Go out some more, with TingYan perhaps.
14. Find a boyfriend.
15. Study for O level.
HAHAHA.
The last 2 is nonsense cause I trying to fill up to 15.
Lalala.
We both need some fine-tuning to each other's frequency.
Can you feel my exasperation?
Recently I finally have the time to sit down and read.
It's really a luxury, to the extent that I'll sacrifice sleep to read.
Lol.
Reading has always been a love of mine since young.
I think that everyone will love reading, if only one could be expose to the art of reading?
Haha.
Primadeli waffle is love.
I went to get it for dinner, on the way buying tee-shirts before returning to the library.
Haha.
This post is basically crap cause I just felt like ranting as I went by today without communicating much to humans.
Haha!
I always like looking up into the sky.
The feeling of smallness and freedom.
Haha.
I am nothing, but a little speck of sand along the beach.
♥ much loves, 10:31 PM
Friday, May 2, 2008
SHOCK!
I did a shocking thing today.Hahaha!
I shocked someone today, just for the laugh of it cause YianLu dared me.
Yea :D
Currently darn irritated with him though,cause his reaction very ~!@#$%^&*()
My name in all directions :D
♥ much loves, 6:04 PM
D:
Tomorrow still have asquare.:(
Nevermind, I shall look forward to meeting my genius tutor again.
♥ much loves, 12:13 AM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Different.
Was looking back into times...
Life's really not as carefree as then.
Haha, but nevertheless, I'm still enjoying life.
:D
I'm looking forward to the class chalet, somehow.
It's true that this is a class with a bunch of very very hardworking people, which others often refers to as muggers.
Yet, it's also true that this is the place whereby I spent 2 years of my life with.
They are really nice people.
(:
Heh, did this stupid action while accompanying TingYan to walk home yesterday since she wasn't feeling well.
Lol!
I think she is amused by me, since it's so embarrassing and dumb for one to walk in the public with strands of sweets dangling from your mouth.
:D
At least she felt better after that antic of mine.
Haha!
I fear that our frequency is not the same as the past.
No fret, things will work out.
It always does.
Regards to Mrs Hoe.
She will get well.
:D
I always had this theory of life since young.
As to why certain people have diseases or poverty befalling on them, I would say it's because they are the ones who are believed to have the ability to overcome them.
The world must have its share of problems, that's what I believe, to ensure that people do not take the beauty and happiness of life for granted.
One really shouldnt let the teeny ugly of the world block the magnificent view of greatness.
Yet, I do feel that I feel this way it's also because of my ignorance.
What do I really know of sufferings?
Not much, in fact.
♥ much loves, 8:37 PM
OHNO!
I just remembered something.Since, tomorrow, or rather today, is Labour Day, the library will be closed.
Now, where the hell am I going to study with the weather being so ~!@#$%^&*()!
I can't fall asleep as i slept just now in the afternoon.
:(
It's too hot in here!
Haha.
Maybe, all along, I was meant to be one of the happiest person in the world as my name dictates.
:D
♥ much loves, 12:36 AM
