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I'm just a girl

who turned

sixteen.

Friday, January 30, 2009

I know who I am..
I AM...

M.I.G.H.T.Y.


Don't believe?


I show you my powers!


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MA LEH MA LEH HOM!
MIGHTINESS, MIGHTINESS,
OUT
YOU
COME!


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TADA!


I. TOLD. YOU. SO.


♥ much loves, 1:34 AM

Monday, January 19, 2009

Fear.
Went for movie with Brian, NguanHan and WeeKiat.
(:

It was at first decided to be some police show which late become the thriller - The haunting of Molly Hartley.
LOL.

Went Brian's house to Mj afterwards.
Ate dinner with NH and WK at BPP.

& I realised..the time with them is getting less and less.
How..

I know, there are classmates and schoolmates which I don't really like.
But, how I wish everything would stay the same.
I would and will endure all the nonsenses put up by those whose company I don't enjoy just to see the smiles of those who I like..


This past years, despite the relentless (but harmless and friendly)teasings from some; the disagreements and arguments...I enjoyed myself a lot.

Sigh.

It's time to m.o.v.e-On.
Go.
Go.
Go.


& I feel scared and sad.
Zzzzzz..


♥ much loves, 9:58 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

The new in the old.
First:



So, there goes the JAE.

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Anyway, the reason why I'm not posting regularly it's because..

For this period, I'm resigned to being a reader rather than a writer.
Lol, okay, not resigned to, but preference changes.
(:

I'm a bookworm since..primary school, I guess.
& this love and passion has yet to fade.
:D:D

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The truth is the few points speaks for themselves. With that, it's goodbye for all of us.
I'm certain, if fate allows, I'll fall right into the tunnel with load of red little hearts floating all around.
It seems reachable, but it's not within grasp; just mere inches from the fingers..

;

And what will I make of the future two years?
I hope it'll be the best.

To see it as the beginning to an end, or an end of a beginning, it's really a choice.
Every end is the beginning of something, how true it is.

I prefer to see it as, the beginning of the beginning..

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& I really will miss a lot of people.
How I wish we would still be in the same school..But, no longer, no longer..


♥ much loves, 12:13 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

It's been a dream.
Long time sinced I updated.

The bigger events recently:

1. WeiLun's birthday.

SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE.
What's up with the lot of us, always coming up with crazy ideas.

S e v e n t e e n sounds so darn old.
-Sigh-

But well, let's hope he'll be fine and alive for the year.~

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2. 01 chalet.

Tell me that I will miss this class a lot when I enter the new school - X JC.
No, you do not need to remind me, I know..'cause I've been to the chalet.

Though we did nothing except -

Eating.

Gambling.

Swimming.

Not sleeping till it's 4-6 am.

Giving in to sleep at 3 pm.

Laughing.

..For 4 days and 3 nights.

It's been a blessing indeed to be posted to this class at the beginning of the 4-year climb.
They've certainly seen me at my worst.

I do admit, I'm not exactly very close to the entire class but truly, I would be elated anyday to catch them walking along the streets.

They may not be the FLY babes, ZW or WL (those closer to me in 01), but I'll still love to greet them, beaming cheerfully.

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3.ZhengWei's birthday.

& it's another cute boy's birthday.
TATA~

What can I say, you're old and I'm still as youthful as ever.

CHEER-UP.

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4.WeiLi's birthday.

SMIRK.
Your actual age is sneaking up to the age you look, my dear.

BE MORE OPTIMISTC.

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5.Realease of O level results.

Well, I wasn't nervous about the results 'cause I'll accept it as it comes.

Don't fret when it doesn't change anything.

But anyway, I'm satisfied and happy over my results aye.

9 distinctions - 6 A1s and 3 A2s.

A1s:
English
AMaths
EMaths
Geography
Combined Humanities (Lit/SS)
Chinese

A2s:
Chemistry
Biology
HMT (t.T)

&..B3..FOR..

PHYSICS.

WOOHOO.

LOL.
The B is expected.
(:

& L1R5 stands at 6.

It's nice to hear people around me being proud of me.

& the A1 in English made my day though I was rather confident about that.

* It can be noted that the much appreciated sciences all didn't managed to gat an A1. *
Now, the question to self is: Why in the hell did I take THREE sciences..

Thanks Zhiying for treating MOF.
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6.T1 chalet.

Ill be heading over there SOON...Like in 2 hours time and I haven't even pack..
UGH.

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& I'm very tired today.

And I'm truly blessed.


♥ much loves, 2:20 PM

Friday, January 2, 2009

Step by step..
Went back for the march back from the TeckWhye campus to the new campus.
Woohoo, didn't regret at all.

Esther went too!
(:

It's kind of heart warming to know that so many of the bp alumni were willing to go back for such an event.
Watched the band and I missed the days while I was in it.
Noticed that the logistic committee seems to have broken into bits and pieces so helped out a lil'..FREE LABOUR.

Hahaha!

Went to MOF with Esther, Patrina, YianLu and ZhengWei.
(:(:

Sent Patrina off to work with LuLu and ZW while Esther went home.

*Self reminder: Chalet's coming!*

Hmm, went to ZW's house with Lu.
She went home while I'm here tapping on his computer.

Cooked and he's gonna bake now.
I'm going to fetch Pat from work soon.

&..WeiLun's in for a surprise later.
Shhhh..
Heh.

Details tomorrow!

*So ends a normal day of my life.
(This is what you get with me posting daily)

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& let's all set our priorities right yo!
What's important and what's not.

Money vs Friends.
Sometimes it hurts to see friends getting so worked up over money..to the extent that they sacrifice their friends.

So thank you WeiLi.
I know I've yet to thank you sincerely for giving up a good job opportunity just because WeeKiat and I whined about you not spending time with us.
( For you information, this cool guy is offered a job till Chinese New Year's eve, $6/h AND THERE'S COMMISSION!)

He actually accepted..but 'cause it was kinda late when I know.
WeeKiat and I just keep whining about him lying that he'll be free in January and kept pestering him with the question - "Money or friend?"..

Nonetheless, I was still very surprised when he told us the next day that he would be withdrawing his acceptance.
HOHO!

That's my dear dear friend!

& that's a friend that's worth keeping k?

At least I know I'm much more important than MONEY.
;D

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Love E, P and Y.
It seems as though we're back to our secondary 1 days..only with us more close and bonded and much more mature.
Heh~


♥ much loves, 8:23 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Welcome.
Okay, firstly, say a big and fat hello to 2009.
To some of us, it may simply be another dull, dull year.

However, I dare say that to another bunch of people, it's a year of big events.
Well, coming right up wuld be the posting of O level's result and of course, new school, new friends.

Sigh.
2008 has practically zoommed.
Maybe Zhiying is right.
I think that it's fast 'cause I practically did the same ol' thing every day.

At first, it was slogging for band.
Then it was study and mugging.
& suddenly, I find myself looking at a new year.

I wonder how life would be..

It may not be exactly sweet, but lo and behold, I'm ready!
(:

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Welcome, Esther Cheong.
You're back on Singapore ground.
It's been two long years..

I'm really glad we went to surprise it.
It's been worth the while.
(:

P.s: Thanks Z, for driving despite being tired.
Such a darling!
;D
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Sometimes, I think, we don't cherish till we're really losing things.
It sucks.

We say we're tired.
We say we're not in the mood.
But, we're just preparing for regret.

Sigh.

For now, I wish to say.
Cherish is not just a word and it can't be accomplish with just words.
A C T I O N S.

I'm tired of empty promises and meaningless words.
Glib.
I say you're just glib.
Words and speech are really nothing to me now.

I see.
I feel.
Those who are r.e.a.l.l.y around me.
(:


I really want to tell people how important certain people are in my life but again, there's not much point in yelling out in my blog.

But I think, the heart does get tired of waiting and despite all still gets second.
The tirade got to stop.

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Sometimes, even with the words "give it up" floating in the back of our mind, we still don't.
Humans are obstinate and we hang on even if there's just this tiny string of hope.
We know we may fall or the string can't support the weight of our expectations yet, we hung on.

In our heart, we want it.
We don't give it up.

In our brain, we know it.
We should give it up.

Life's a chore and a choice.
We're afraid that once we give up, the next second things will copme back, and we'll regert.

Sigh, it's always easy to say when you're not involved.
However, only the one involved will feel the tug-o-war of the brain and heart.

Let's just all come out unscathed.

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Hey robber:

There'll always be times when we are unsure of ourselves.
As though we are so small that we could just squeeze and squeeze and can just disappear..without anyone caring or knowing.
As though our existance were futile and that we aren't making enough impact.

But I wanna say, even though both our paths in life may be different I would ensure that the roads intersect at times.
Because...just because, you are worth it.

Perhaps, I may not be the person you wish for currently, but I will try my very best to be there for you.
(:

Don't ever belittle yourself 'cause your impact is much more than you know.
Love ya`


♥ much loves, 4:17 AM

Yours Truly!

tohjiale; 卓佳乐
22 dec' 1992
jiale22@hotmail.com

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