Going-on 16

Catch ya later!

2009-06-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

I've moved!

HERE!

LOL, just when I finally sorted thorugh the background prob for firefox.
Ah well!~

Is it worth it?

2009-05-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

At the end of the day, I can't help but feel like I've wasted 2 whole days..

I like to be of a help.
But..Is it worth or not?

To sacrifice sleep and studies to render help and provide company when at the end of the day, you make me feel like nothing.

Stop the obsession.
Carry on with life.

Live it and get around it.
Else, what are you gonna do?

You once empathise that I'm kinda being used.
Now you're doing the exact same things to me..
SIGH.

OMGWTFBBQ.

2009-05-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

To some black guy out there.

WO JIAN NI YI CI, DENG NI YI QI.
If I can hit you, I will, but I won't dirty my hands.

You dare play around with my friend, you get it from all of us.
YOU IDIOT AH.

I think you're pathetic, disgusting and a JERK.
EEE.

AND A PERVERT.
REALLY A PERVERT.

OMYGOODNESS.
You totally suck.

Don't mess around with girls and act like you're innocent..

There's still you.

2009-05-11T16:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was really depressed.
Then I sent out quite a long-ish email to people whom I think care enough to read.

& I'm okay today, thanks to them.

Everybody have their own problems yet they still took the time to stop and listen (read) mine.
Thanks a lot.

I realise, over the years, the avenuess for me to talk to (friends) are getting lesser and lesser.
But, I feel that it's a filtering system in a way..
Only the best out of the lot stays.
(:

& they are normally the ones who do not cause me grieve but stand faithfully by me.
:D

Thanks alot.

2009-05-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

突然累了.

Don't say you're my good friend.
You WERE my good friend for 2 years.

& it was all based on assumptions and lies.

But I don't think you really meant it by saying those things either.
You have new priorities already..

Weak.

2009-05-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

OKAY, gonna relink people, so links will be down till don't know when..

For the past two tngs, I broke down.
Suddenly felt very weak and stressed and everything else.

& till the end, I find I can only blame myself..
Like, why wasn't I stronger?
Why did I sprained my leg?
Why didn't I hung on..

PHEESH.

& there's 4 blisters on my palms and I afraid of infections.

God, please bestow me with strength and inner motivation to go on.

Because I want to be strong.

Sometimes, I feel that I'm a jigsaw piece of my own.
With edges jutting out which just can't seem to fit anywhere.
No matter how hard I try to squeeze..

I'm ranting.

2009-05-01T15:48:00.002+08:00

SOMETIMES, I JUST SIMPLY CANNOT STAND GUYS WHO ARE SO PETTY !!

I'll wonder why is he so girly-like!
Most importantly, this particular guy is not sissy or what, he is just but a normal guy, but just petty and narrowed minded.
WHATTHEHECK.

WHY AM I SO ULTI FED UP

#1:

This guy needed me to do some stuffs (i.e I shan't say to make it too obvious..but it may be birthday cards for all you know.)
I did 2, without much obvious or evident gratitude from him though supposedly he was in charge of them..

THEN, the 3rd I did, I kept forgetting to bring.
& he got pissed with me and stopped talking to me ever since.
Then, he didn't informed or mentioned anything to me when he asked someone else to do it. ('cause I think he decided I can't be trusted anymore.)

I'm obviously fine with not doing.
IT SAVE MY TIME.
BUT can HE have some coutesy to tell me about someone else doing it?
RUDE OR WHAT.

& no respect at all.

What I simply couldn't stand was, when I did it and pass to him ON TIME, he didn't seem grateful for it.
WHEN I DIDN"T, for one ocassion, HE treated it like some event that should be rewarded with a death sentence.
HA!

In teh first place, if he can't do such stuffs, DON'T take up the role.
& till now, the current GIRL who is doing the stuffs (not me) is not properly thanked yet.
From what I know, when people mentioned this task, all credit goes to him.
FOR WHAT I wonder..

#2:
UNFORTUNATELY, HE fall into a particular project group as me.
& guess what..

WHEN SENDING EMAILS, I just found out this is what happen.

A decided to send an email and sent it to b, c, HIM, and me.

Then, HE decides to reply an email and send it to a, b and c.
BUT NOT ME.

Please tell me how crap this is.
This is DEFINITELY the LAST STRAW for me.

& guess what.
He doesn't want to talk to me?
FINE.

I GLADY REFUSE TO TALK TO HIM SOON.

How can a GUY be like this.

TOTALLY NON-SENSICAL.

I MAY BE SUFFERING FROM PMS.
THIS FACT DOES NOT REDUCE MY ANGER THOUGH IT MAY HAVE CAUSED MY IRRATIONALITY WHICH CAUSED ME TO POST THIS UNHAPPY EVENT HERE.

Songs in life.

2009-04-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

最近常常认为自己开始迷失了方向。
似乎已提不起劲作任何与人相处的事了。

Sorry for the second post in one day, and sorry for using chinese.
But, cheena-ness strikes.
:D

Anyway, I really lack passion for life recently.
It's been long since I've been enthusiastic and alert about things around me.
It's just kind of pointless aye?

I feel like I'm swimming against the current..Hardly surviving.

I don't feel like doing anything at all..except chatting with one I'm familiar with through the night.
But who will it be?
Everyone is so busy..

I guess everyone (including me) is like that.
We only try to squeeze time out when we realise the consequences is dire.

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Sometimes, I really miss the classroom I had last time.
Even if it means sleeping in class with WeiLun beside me, whiling time away.
Or just tying two ponytails in class to make people laugh, with no one judging my actions.
Or just simple embarass myself in front of the class.

Screaming and running about in an environment I know so well.
Passing a big can of HELLOPANDA around the griup of us to it when it doesn't belong to us but Kenneth..

Turning back to find WeeKiat and Keith sleeping.
Starting the trend to not hand in work.
Starting the trend to not go to school.

Carrying my crazy mickey mouse bag in school.
Playing volleyball with the guys.
Coming to school early every morning to meet LU and PAT.

Being teased as the CG of the class room by NguanHan.

Miss meeting Eugene and whosoever in the walkway.
Miss Cai Lao Shi and the times I sneaked up behind her and scare the shit out of her.
Miss her trying to get howework from me.

Miss Mr Chin and his animated expression.
Miss Mrs Joseph with her hairy thing which she throws around in class.

Miss signing in (and out) at the thumbprint system.
Miss so much, so much..

I feel like I'm living in the past.
Feeding like the only one stuck.

SHIT.

I miss walking home.
How 'bout that, 30 minutes and I'm sure to reach home..
Sigh..

I do like HC.
It's just that it's different.

You don't understand hur?
I don't also..

Sincerity

2009-04-28T19:02:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder how sincere people are.
You can feed me all the promises, but you leave them hanging there.
Do you seriously expect me to be contented with empty words?

Sighh..

I hate to feel that way lei..
Like all suspecting and wary of actions done and words spoken.
But I come to think that your treatment towards me change..No longer than nice and sensitive and caring.

Is paranoia bothering me or is that really true?

.

I really don't like it when people patronise me..
Like telling me you're free one minute while the next telling me you have appointments.
SHUCKS.

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Anyway, Huang Chen is over.
& I'm glad I'm quite free now!
:D

Meeting NguanHan, WeeKiat, Brain and co. this THURSDAY!
SUPERLY OVERJOYED.
Wanted to go swimming with them lei!
BUT.
Evidently, Friday's timetable shifted to Thursday...WHICH MEANT I'M ONLY RELEASED AT FOUR.
SIGH x 1000 ~

I am looking forward to Thursday.

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ONGYIJIA. JIAYOU FOR SYF.
Thanks and much love!

The past 3 months have been lovely with you around..
I think one of the best thing that happened to me since I entered HC is to find myself a good friend!

Life is ironic in its turns and corner.
Never would I have expected that I would ever be this close and crazy with you since knowing you in Sec 1.
BUT I'M NOT HAVING ANY REGRETS :D

(:

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JK!
Jiayou jiayou jiayou.
Take care of yourself.
(:

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Sometimes, I wonder if I was used.
Sometimes, I wonder if it was because I make myself so readily available that you think nothing to push me aside.
Sometimes, I regret doing all I've done.

Sometimes, sometimes...

Commitments.

2009-04-18T16:39:00.003+08:00

HOKAY! I'm back once again after quite a few days.
School is seriously sapping my energy.

Hmm, I only attended 3 out of 5 days .
Hee, cause it's canoe NATIONALS.
An really proud of my seniors.
Hopefully HCANOE '10 (US! US!) will do well next year!

Yesterday had post competition dinner with teachers, coach and seniors, and GRAND seniors.
Quite cool, shokudo at Raffles City.
I really think that my team has a lot of nice people!
It's good 'cause it's inevitable that I'll see them 7 days a week when nearing competition next year.

MUST STAY COMMITTED!
:D

Anyway, I'm currently at HCI high school hall (aka Kah Kee Hall) for Huang Chen.
I'm a lil' guilty to say I'm praying for it to end fast.
'cause it's really taking up a lot of time..
I'm missing canoe trainings for it too..

I don't really mind.
But! I feel that I'm wasting a lot of time waiting and doing unproductive stuff so I really hate it.
I know waiting is part and parcel of theatrics but it just seriously sucks when you need to allocate things for all sorts of things.

AND when you had no time to meet people you miss.
Sigh!~

However, I do have to say that the feelow students who do make up as me for the particulat skit are a fun lot.
Heh~

BUT STILL, I hope MAY quickly come!
Then I'll have more time for myself and friends!
:D
*ANTICIPATION*

For now, it's just commitment and responsibility carrying me on..

& school work is slipping!
Grr..

AND. WORSE!
MY BLOG IS SLIPPING.
HOLY SHIT!

I really feel like blogging.
But sometimes, it's kind of daunting to me.

For everything that happen to me, for everyone that I meet everyday in my life, I wonder whether you the reader know.
It was much easier last time 'cause I know whoever and whatever I'm writing about, you understand.

But for now..it's kind of hard.
It's like the intersection point of the venn diagream is getting smaller and smaller.
The common areas of of life is shrinking..
But, again, what can we do about it?

I don't really regret coming into HwaChong.
But I really, really, really think that the situation would be much better if lu and pat got into the same school as me..
Sigh.

Let's stop being whiny and depressed.
Ha!

ANYWAY.
I really, really think that I'm a pervert attractor.
WTF.
I almost/was peeped when I was bathing in school.
To what extent I do not know.
But when I told someone, she keep telling me the horrros of it that it is dawning on me...

Guys with raging hormone but no access to girls in daily lives are a scary lot.
STAY AWAY FROM THEM!

I mean..it's ridiculous to go into a girls toilet, stepped onto a toilet bowl and peer over the wall, into a bathing facilities ya?'

All I can hope is that if he really peeped, he did not have the mind to use a camera/phone..
My life is too exciting..

ANYWAY, I think I'm losing the knack to blog already.
ZZZ.
RUSTING AWAY~~

OHYA, just a random fact, I've been having diarrhea for 3.5 days since tuesday night le..
It's seriously holy shit hur..

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By being away, I clearly know who I want and need in my life.
Some people are especially missed in comparison to other.
& some, though met more often, still need to be seen mnore frequently.
LOL.

& this tells you the importance of them..

Some matters of heart is just not so easily explained hur..

*F..I typed a lot..BUT IT'S ALL GONE.
ALL GONE*

wails..

Dear friends, I love you.
BYE.

I AM FED UP.

LOL!!

The different ways..

2009-04-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

For all kinds of things, under different nature, we use different approaches..
AGREE?

LOL.

All I can say is for friendships, normally we hope they last as long as ever and will never ever fade.

But you know?
For some other kinds of friendship, is best to step out of it, and remember it at its best.
Don't drag and finally see its worst before you chopped it off 'cause by then all pleasantries would be marred.

Sometimes you pray that people around you will change.
But again, acceptance is cool ya?
Some things just cannot be change, so rather than be flustered and irritated by it, might as well leave it as that.

Though the line and distinction become unclear, and I no longer know where you stand in my life, I no longer try to find the answer anymore.
All I know is, memories serve best in the case.

There are times I wonder why one can make all around him/her to be so taken with him/her.
But, it's time to grow up.
The world is unfair and not all can see from your view.

& there's just simply no point in claiming that you're right 'cause you'll seem like the fool.
(:

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Sometimes, physical distance is just not the point.
I can be so close to someone yet feel so far emotionally.
While other are just so close to my heart though I haven't met them in ages.

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I miss .. YOU!
(:

It's getting too packed.

2009-04-03T03:55:00.002+08:00

I can't even celebrate my darling's birthday on the day itself.
I say shit.

& I lost a friend, I guess...without her even knowing.
:/

I'm busy, busy, busy!
Monday-saturday all choked with CCAs..
And this sunday might not even have abreak for me.
WTf.

Guess what..

2009-03-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT..

I'm going back to that school.
Help.

May I survive the term.

I met many kind sould there.
Thanks alot!
:D

But I sometimes still wish for more..

I seriously lost my drive.

Breathe, baby.

2009-03-12T19:09:00.003+08:00

I'm utterly sorry for not blogging.
Actually, not so.

Seriously, it's been so very very long since I've even come online.
So it's not like I'm trying to cut off my contacts or what.
But well, sorry aye!

Well, I feel a little terrible, having to lead a double life - weekdays for HwaChong and weekends for BP.
I try my best to be free.
But I only have this limited amount of time.

I'm not used to people adjusting themselves to my timetable.
But well, sigh, what can I do?

AND, I sprained my ankle on Tuesday.
Quite terrible, in fact.
It's still pretty swollen now that I just removed my smelly bandage.

I'm supposed to be strong.
Supposed to be independent.

I don't like being dependent, relying and uncapable.

I don't like being the weakest, and slowest.
Not because I'm competitive but I just don't want to be a burden.
But seriously, sometimes I feel so helpless.
It's a super pathetic feeling.

It's just a personal expectation of myself not to trouble others too badly.
But, seriously, everyone have their weak moments in life.

& I'm sorry to say, I realised, this period is mine.
I don't know what to say.

I just feel as though there's nothing for me to fall back on.
It's been long since I felt like this.
Perhaps since secondary 1 after the friendship crisis never have I felt so vulnerable.

I always thought you were just a phone call/sms away.
I told myself never to expect that.
But as time goes by, I was just used to it.
My mistake.

I'm a disgrace.

I don't like the notion that I'm not as strong as I am.
I need to be, I need to be.

But today, I felt like squatting in the middle of the streets to wail.
I don't what came over me.
PMS perhaps.

But the sprained ankle made me feel ulti pathetic.
It's really very very xin ku to walk anywhere yourself and everybody staring at you.
But I pride myself on my independence.
What the f.

Since last saturday, I realise life is not a piece of beautiful cake.

WHAT DO I WANT?
I don't know.

Studies was never the top most priority.
Friends were one of the top.
But, I'm screwing that part of my life up.

I don't know what to do.
At all.

2 years.
I still have 2 years.

24 months worth of drifting from all my friends.

Guess what.
I feel like dying.

& this is why I don't post.
'cause 9 out of 10 my post will turn out to be shit.

'cause I feel like shit.

I no longer know who to turn to anymore.
It's not the same.

"It's not as glamorous as it all seems."

I got envied 'cause I entered HwaChong.
I got "wow-ed".
I got everything I could possibly want.

But it's not enough.
It's less than satisfying.

I feel myself losing myself more and more.
And worse, I feel that I'm losing everyone of you more and more..

The leap.

2009-02-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

EH, do your know what I just realised?
The difference between Secondary life and College life is "tmd" different aka VERY VERY VERY different.

OMG.
Yes, "tmd" is needed to describe the extent and magnitude of DIFFERENCE felt.

The workload has tripled.
& not the workload in sec3/4 BUT THE PEAK PERIOD BEFORE Os.
OH MY MAMA.

4H2s vs 10 subjects.
Don't joke with me.
It seems easy, but it's..SIGH.

WORK IS PILING.
& seriously, I'm redefining busy.

It's not like last time at all..

& everyone is telling me how stress they are.
(i.e. WeiLi, NguanHan and YiJia..)

Well, best wishes..
I feel like fainting so I can don't go school tomorrow.
(Tactic to avoid doing tutorials.)

TODAY is day TWO of the week.
(You know you always get the bone-tired week on Fridays?
I feel like 2 weeks of Fridays have passed by and it's only day TWO.)

PERSERVERE.

Hyped up.

2009-02-23T21:06:00.003+08:00

Okay, let's see..On Thursday I had CT dinner..
& I felt that I talked more to YiJia than the amount I talked to teh rest of the class..
LOL..

Anyway, on Friday I felt rather down..

I was still not very alert in the morning but what shocked me was seeing WeiLi walking towards the bus, standing just a few feet away, waving to me through the glass.
&, in the background I saw 10+ bpians waving back at me.

I smiled.
I waved.

But I felt intense regret.
Why did I have to throw myself into HwaChong..

Why did I forgo all sense of familiarity?
Why did I give up the chance to be part of the WuZhong clan at NJ.
Why did I felt that HwaChong is the best.

All the familiar faces.
All the smiles.
The kindness..woah, it makes my senses reel.

But again, what done is done.

Over the weekends, I met up with all the lovelies- NguanHan, Brian, WeiLi and etcs.
I miss them so much.

BUT GUESS WHAT.
I'M ALL READY FOR ONE MORE WEEK WITHOUT MY USUAL FRIENDS.
'cause I'll survive.
(:

If everyweek is like this , if my bp friends don't forget me, I'll be able to carry on.
Because of the smiles and laughters on yesterday's afternoon would I be able to carry on.

Because of a glance of the supportive faces around me would I have the energy to go on.

& thanks OTY for meeting me today.
Thanks for just being there.
I'll never ever forget you.
Just because you choose a different route from me don't makes you any lesser than any other friend I make.

Thanks LU and PAT 'cause you're are so nice that I miss you so much.

I'm starting to like school more and more.
'cause of everything.
Even when the odds are against me, I will still perservere.
'cause I can make it.
:D

I think I still need my weekly doses of BPIANS.
OMYHOLYSHIT.
I think I just confirmed the fact that they are friends that'll stick by me.
(:

I might get very busy.
I might not use the computer daily.
But well, if you are my good friend, please just call/sms my number.
:D

I will like you to.
Heh~

Because, just because, YOU remembered to find me when you felt sad, I know I matter.
Thank you.
& I update, 'cause I wanna thank you.
You make me realise that I'm still important.

两人份的笑容:

:D :D

Positivity.

2009-02-15T23:39:00.001+08:00

I JUST REALISED!!
ALL my post recently are too negative.
NONONO.

THIS CAN'T BE ME YO!

SMILE WHILE CRYING!
(What kind of lameshit is this!)

BUT WELL.
BE HAPPY.

I WILL TRY TO BE.
CAUSE...I AM TOH JIA LE.
WOOHOO!!!

Feel happy for M.E.

2009-02-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what?

"WHAT?"

I MET UP WITH 3 PEOPLE I LOVED DEARLY.
OMYGOSH.
Like..FINALLY!

Thank you dearest LIMYIANLU, PATRINAGOH and WUZHIYING.
:D:D:D:D

Since school start we've met up so little..
& I still remembered what I said, somehow all 3(PAT, LU and ME) of us would go our ways seperately.
It's kind of funny.
Furthermore we kept assuming Lu and Pat would somehow end up in teh same school.

But well, I'm sure we'll still be like the best best best friends.
:D

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Finally school is gonna start officially.
Seriously, I have this weird lil' confession to make: I'm very sick of orientation.

I miss the stabbility and solitude I once had in my life.
I wanna adjust quick and get into the swing of College life.
It ain't easy at all.

I wanna lessons to begin, cca to start.
I want to be released earlier than 6pm daily.
I want to be able to meet up with friends, to go back to BPGHS.

Yes, my school is unknown in HwaChong..But really, I love it alot.
Of course, the facilities are not as good as HC.
But you know what, I miss the people, the teachers, the familiarity.

I once take pride in being to adapt quick to new beginnings.
But guess what, I'm struggling.

On Friday, singing all those songs of HwaChong, I felt like crying.
I miss BP.
I miss my friends.
Though the songs are meant for HC, the lyrics of true friendship led me to think about BP.

All my dearest and fondest memories reside there.

I miss being that loud aroudn with my friends.
I miss being so darn crazy.
I miss being myself.

Some people are so cynical to the extent that I'm wary of being myself..

It's really hard.

But really, if you want me to count my blessings, I will say: I'm 100% thankful that YiJia got into the same class as me.

Somehow, we were never as close as now.
& really, when I was in the deepest point last week, she was there, telling me she would back me up.

& thankyou, Ong Ting Yan for remembering to call me after my orientation on Friday to ask how I was doing.
I'm not very fine, but don't worry, I will still be the Jia Le you know.

I promise myself, I will not morph myself to suit certain culture.
I'm not being obstinate or anything, I just wanna be myself..

I don't wanna get involve in girls politics.
I don't wanna lose myself while trying to fit into a new environment.
I don't wanna lie to myself.

"It will be okay..", "It will get better.."..
So many people told me these.

I was once the most optimistic.
What happened?

Shucks.
I will not be beaten..

I wanna be happy.
I will be, I will be..

I WILL GO BACK TO BPGHS THIS WEEK.
Back to the people and the environment I love..

(& the worst is..I can't even tell my family that I'm not exactly happy in HC..
Because they always felt that's the best school I can get.

I already got pestered for 2 years for not getting into nyghs..
But frankly, I can't be much more happier in BP..

They just assumed I'm good and fine in school..when all is not that fine..)

GO GO GO..
I will survive man!

SMILES!

Voice-less.

2009-02-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

OMYGOD.

Can you imagine, me- the one who needs to talk constantly, LOST HER VOICE?

It totally sucks to be croaking just like an ugly toad.
GRAH.

I lost it even before teh campfire..due to being too heaty, I guess.

OH MAN.
& tmr I have tuition..HOW AM I GONNA TEACH.

LOL.
HAND SIGNS..which ONLY WeiLi can understand..

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CAMPFIRE ROCK.
It's really fun!

SCHOOL..is getting better.
(But well, it can't possibly get worse.)

THE CLASS (09s7h) is also getting better.
WOOHOO.

I was rather scared of the girls..(You know..girl-phobia due to some incident..)
The guys are sweet la!
They're very nice to teh girls cos it was vday!
WOOHOO.

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CANOE was fun today.
WOHOO.

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Met up with: NguanHan, Keith, WeiLi, Edrei, ChzeKian, JianZhong and Brian at...Brian's house!
Mahjong again..

& I fell sleep on Brian's couch.
OMG LA..
Didn't even realise it when NH, K and JZ went home.
o.o!!

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JIAYOU EVERYONE.

I want to meet up with you all.

2009-02-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

LIM YIAN LU.
PATRINA GOH.
WU ZHIYING.

You guys are desperately needed..

Truth is: I can't help feeling affected.

I keep telling myself I need to survive, but it's only working to a small extent.

I don't know what I've done wrong.
I only know you guys are the ones who accepted me for who I am..but yet, are no longer there in my daily life.

You who allowed me to be myself.
Who put up with my grumbles.

Who do not, and will never hate me for my craziness.

Only 9 school days, and I feel like crumbling.

I want to tell myself:
I shouldn't care, 'cause they suck.
They don't even know how it feels to be thrown into a place where everyone knows everyone.
They don't even know how overwhelming it feels to step into such a strange place.
To enter somewhere with a culture so different.

With the need to deal with friends politics.

They don't even know how bloody ridiculous they sound to judge someone when it's not even been a month.
They don't even really know who I am.

It's fucking crazy.

& I can't control it.

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V-day's coming.
I love you guys.

Negativity.

2009-02-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

I'm not feeling too good today.

I'm gonna fight the war by myself.
Will I just die?

Suck to be me..

):

Scram.

2009-02-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of your nonsense.

Today, I've seen two people doing the exact same things.

& I feel like screaming.

It sucks.
It totally, totally sucks.

Don't come running only when you need something..

Pictures of Beauty.

2009-02-04T20:47:00.007+08:00

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MORE TOMORROW!

I can't say how much I love everyone..

I will miss everyone.

I think it's sometimes inevitabvle that some of us will drift apart.
But let's all knwo that deep in our hearts, all are dear to us and we will make the effort to stay in touch.

I love, YOU.
Yes you, the ones reading this now!

HwaChong.

2009-02-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

Well well, I guess I should update you guys about my stuff recently!
& also to note to myself something which is really an important chapter in my life..

I got into HwaChongInstituition.

I was elated, overjoyed, nervous and so worried.

First day:

OVERWHELMED.

It's really scary to be the minority of 200+ with the IP population standing at 900+.

To fit in?
It seems such an impossible thought.
What's more with our maroon skirts standing out in a sea of...brown.
LOL.

I do admit I'm having a MUCH better time there as compared to my BP peers.
But sometimes, flashes of fear and unease still catch me uinguarded when everyone seems to know everyone while you...feel so alone in a population of 1142.

Second day:

I'm happy but tired.
My orientation group really really madce my day.

& you know what?
I'm falling in love with HwaChong.

A small fish i might be, but I'm happy.

The guys are so gentleman though childish at times.
Girls are a good bunch too!

My OG really made me very happy.
(:

I HOPE I'LL FIT RIGHT IN.

SO DO EVERYONE AT YOR SCHOOL K?

I know who I am..

2009-01-30T01:34:00.001+08:00

I AM...

M.I.G.H.T.Y.

Don't believe?

I show you my powers!

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MA LEH MA LEH HOM!
MIGHTINESS, MIGHTINESS,
OUT
YOU
COME!

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TADA!

I. TOLD. YOU. SO.